Over and Over

In over our heads.

I've been in over my head.
Every bite I take it too much than I can handle.
I'm not very good at chewing, my teeth arn't straight but I can bite.
When I wanted to love I promised you something beyond myself.
I promised you my goals
I promised you would never receive me as I am.
Because I am not perfect.
You get the best of me, better known as the me I don't have.
A life together, once maybe twice.
I believed in my promise.
No matter how tight the noose pulled.
I said I wouldn't give in.
I never did, I laid on the ground with the weight of the world on my chest and waited till I could move with my new burden.
No matter the time inbetween.
A promise is a promise.
Love and loyalty, something to prove.
Always something to prove.
Right before I could, the burden was taken away.
You think of weightlessness and freedom.
No, emptiness.
Incredible void.
From the dark void one day shines light that cannot be seen.
That which holds me upright
That which fills my heart and sharpens my spear
That which moves my hands and moves my feet.
I find myself at the mountains top.
With no way down, the void returns.
A mystery what drove me here.
I cannot understand, the presence and absence of spirit.