Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Aries

The name is one that the energy stems from, the image or word that can be used to describe where it starts or the glimpse of the pattern. The pattern being the location of the stars, the various forces that fly about the cosmos. The light that signs on the body at birth. Does it have any effect on the body? Does it have any effect on the soul? No. The have watched and we have named the child for what he shows. The correlation is correct but the reasoning for its connection is not so correct. What we are looking for is the image and personality that comes with it. A tendency for certain flairs and dramas. My lights shines on acquisition of the highest star, so that I may use its light to open the path and show me the next highest from that. As I have done all my life, from whatever first form I had. From being totally solid and dead, the feeling. Somewhere some place, in or around me I felt sensation that gave me place. I do not know where, I did not know how. I was in place and I could not move. From here, for such a long time i felt motion and learned how to make it myself. Through my desire, through my infinite need for that unreachable goal. As it takes me uncountable years, I am very slow but I have gained so much. My ability to grasp what is beyond has grown now that I have so much to compare to.
I screamed to the heavens as I was lost, scared and confused that I would not consume my own tail and that I was not a game with no beginning or end in sight besides a copy of a copy. I demanded to see progression. A greater and higher place that I would never return to once long passed. But I see a world like mine split many times, smaller after the last until they are bits, shuffled and press into a mirror of my own. It was humiliating to look at this exact copy of myself made from dirt that I would one day become again. When would the hand come to take away what I know, who I am and what I remember. When does the day come I have to forget and move on to be given a new name and a new place. Why insult me by giving me a job to do then taking it away, all the progress, all the work simply lost. At least to me.
The effort I placed into life and the development I have made will be left behind for ours. I cannot think of what weight or value for them it will hold but I do believe leaving behind our minds and their desires, complexities, and theories. That we can raise the level of life for those behind us. Because they are us.
My mind has passed my bodies ability to reach for the highest star. I've been placed in a problem because my soul is reaching for things yet again that are out of my reach. I do not remember what exact thing I did and had to learn each and every time obtained that star. I have obtained very many, and yet so far I still see farther yet to obtain. They will seem impossible, and now that we have come so far to feel and explain how we feel we will doubt our reason, doubt our existence, doubt what we are. We have always done this. We have always obtained the star we set our eyes on. We do not become ourselves when we forget this. Forgetting is like death, the soul has gone out or been dimmed.

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

In Line

Whats happens to men when he has walked outside the path that grants him a sip from the eternal flowing water of life or path of god. Immediatly his life is deflated as if the air was sucked from his lungs and the blood drained from his muscles and organs. His heart sunken rather than lifted, his eye cast down and his drive lame. I would have you believe that there is a loose path, much like a footpath walked daily by people. Before it was non-existent, the whole thing was the same. A flat grassy plane that has become something else because what it has given way to something else. A strong flow of energy, of life has broke way through this willing and accepting plane of grass. Because as the before mentioned eternal water of life flows against the soul the same way water moves against the land to make a river or grand canyon. So the man must shape himself to allow the water to carve him. But in our case the forces which move onto us are not seen but felt.

We, along with all other things all the way down to the molecules and lesser bits are always trying to shape into something else. Read a book, your mind shapes to the content of the book so you understand it. You work at a job your body shapes to suit your work. When your mind and heart changes so does the body, all things in life trickle down from the nexus of where we experiance life because this apature is the space where we trying and shape ourselves which is also where consciousness lies. The king makes his discreet or public choices, his motives questionable but the true indicator is the people and the land. As your body is like a complex city with many organisms and moving parts that have we have seen can be removed and the organism will survive so we have a difficult time looking at the body anatomically and selecting one thing or another as the organ of the soul. This is somewhat redundant if you realize the body is a trickle down of the before mentioned nexus.

When a man walks off his beaten path, the waters no longer move onto him as they had before and he feels it. The river is never a straight line nor the grand canyon or any footpath I have ever seen. He is to become something else as the waters have pushed him this way. There is much reason why the waters push him into a new state of being despite the negative feelings that come with it. There are many reasons in fact, first being this is simply our theme at essence. If you consider the essence of spirit at the core of all lesser and lesser bits of matter and energy the style or pattern is growth and variation, each division of the cell doing so in the sake of becoming something different. Never in nature because it chose to but because as the waters of life move onto man the way of nature moves onto matter. Every variation of the path can lead to a potential grand canyon, as the canyon itself has many paths, not just one.  So the many can become strong in many disciplines. Falling off the path is more like budding a flower with can grow large and with the proper room, sunlight and nutrients can grow as large and strong as all the flowers in the bed. So do not fear the short moment when you have found your heart does not lay in the path you walked before. If your heart has left you should follow it.