Today the snow begins to melt away. The snow has always been something I have loved and held close. Something that brings back childhood memories or simple happiness and joy. Memories that relate to times with my family, when they were also simple and joyful, atleast from a child's view. Sitting in a warm living room with tall white and cream walls. Fabrics covering the tops of windows to keep the clouds from drifting in. A fireplace made of white stone, like a burning Passion resting in strong beautiful foundation that anyone would envy. Then there it is, the green tower of heart warming soft lights and decorations. Orbs of glitter and serpents fabric seem to float around it. This is me, this is my child inside. Everyone's little Matthew... I break a tear at the thought of him. I'm still not sure why.
In passing days I have looked out my window to the trees, and when I do I wish to see green leaves and squirrels running about playing little squirrel games. The cute little hyper creatures that express so well what spring brings. Life, energy, growth. As I look to the trees through my window I wished for this but would only see blank skys and a white ground. The cold fluffy stuff that made me so happy I find myself wishing it away. Maybe I am wishing all the things this winter has brought will melt away along with the snow.
Love.. That one word could tell one million stories taller than a giant but as true as the earth you stand on all by its self. I have felt love, and I feel it now. I feel peace, and a sense of happiness as I escape to the world inside my heart. It's a beautiful place. I want everyone to see, I want everyone to experience its peace and love. There is so much there that could heal a persons heart and mind. But only those willing to look will see. Show me your love and the doors are open to you.
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