You have to allow yourself to change, James.
I care about you more than you know.
I'm sure these days you arn't sure who you are anymore, you have so many sides and sometimes it's hard to see who's turning the wheel.
The pain you feel makes you feel weak.
You've been putting away your feelings with junk food. You are starting to feel sick all over.
You have not fallen James, you just need to be here right now.
You have been waking up little by little.
The fact you seen all those sides of yourself, it means you can see what should be part of you and what shouldn't.
Don't be afraid to let some things go, they may come back if there was something good in them.
I know it's hard, you feel so heavy and you hurt. But time keeps running out, opportunity runs thin. You won't have chances forever.
I don't know how to make everything work for you, align it all so happiness carries you through the work effortlessly.
It's not a blame, it's life. You choose to care, you chose to fall inlove with people. You want things for them, you want to be something for them. But you don't trust them. What you feel is real, that is part of you. Loving people is something that drives you, I won't ever take that away from you. But I may take away the people you are loving if they are not loving you.
You could never do it alone. So I have done this for you. It will not be easy to see and it may happen tomorrow or years in the past. But they are gone from your grasp.
Love people James, it's who you are.
Why are you so afraid to love?
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