I can't cope

I lock this all away because you cant heal me
I hide away things I wish I could say
I can only heal myself
But you gave me the reason to
I never had a reason to be strong
I never had a reason to hold myself upright
I was a child
I am a child
I don't feel like a man
When I cant concoct the plan
On how it all gets better from here
Who are you and what is this
Why do you say things that scare me away
Why do you have to be so much like me
You are weak how I am weak
Thats why for you I have to be strong.
You ask me again
Ill tell you Im okay
Ill always tell you Im okay.