Expose

Ive come back this time to break apart the mysterious, untangle the secrets and lift the veil of life. Expose its interworkings and undermine its significance. I experianced something in life so far, that there are troubles and while we get sucked into fighting and fixing these troubles most of them are the fire we cannot extinguish as its been burning since before we were born. It is the way of this plane, its the order of chaos. Im here to feel this, to see it and to know it. Because as one learns of these things the only reaction once understood is distance and seperation from care and meaning of that chaos order. We cannot fix it, we are just here for a time and then we pass on. I believe most come back again and again untill they have seen and experianced so many angles of the choas that it can finally be concluded in the souls background wisedom collected over a time much longer than a single life time. So the soul finally sees the order of choas and becomes disintersted with this plane and can finally move onto another plane. Things can be hard to let go of when you think there is still someone more left for you. When you know there is nothing left worth your while you walk away from things easily. I cant say for sure this is my last time. I feel like I have done little. But where my mind is in this process, Im close to the end. Im alright with it.